Trauma.

"It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again.

Like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break

your heart"

God,please.

I wish I didn't care.

I wish I was happy.

I wish I could sleep at night.

I wish I enjoyed my life.

I wish love didn't exist.

I wish YOU were here.

I wish I could just enjoy food since you've been gone.

I wish I could feel no pain.